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B\u00ear\u00eetan GULAN<\/strong><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n \n H\u00eena ji zaroktiya xwe de min tu nasdikir. Di ruy\u00ea te de \u00ea\u015fa welat\u00ea min \u00ea \u00e7ar per\u00e7ey\u00ee, di deng\u00ea te de lor\u00een \u00fb stran\u00ean ko\u00e7beriy\u00ea, di gotin\u00ean te de rastiya jana me, di \u00e7av\u00ean te de agir\u00ea dil\u00ea ciwan\u00ean me \u00fb di ken\u00ean te de k\u00eafxwe\u015fiya zarok\u00ean me heb\u00fb.<\/span><\/p>\n L\u00ea \u00e7ima ji te re digotin “Qral\u00ea nebedew”?<\/span><\/p>\n Min li dev \u00fb ruy\u00ea te din\u00ear\u00ee li hevhat\u00ee b\u00fb \u00fb tu ciwa\u00acnek\u00ee esmer \u00fb lewend b\u00fb.<\/span><\/p>\n Ger tu qralek\u00ee nebedew be j\u00ee, min d\u00eesa ji te hezkiri\u00acb\u00fb. Ji ber ku te wek mirov\u00ean d\u00eetir dil\u00ea xwe nenu-xu\u00acmandib\u00fb. Te di bin r\u00fb\u00e7ikek\u00ee rind de, dilek\u00ee xirab ve\u00acnedi\u015fart.<\/span><\/p>\n Dibe ku l\u00eestokvaniya te \u00fb aktortiya te sedemek\u00ee hezkirina min be. L\u00ea xwed\u00ee li nasnameya xwe derke-tina te, \u00ea\u015f\u00ean gel\u00ea xwe bil\u00eavkirina te yan\u00ea \u015fore\u015fvaniya te “Qralek\u00ee nebedew” ji bo min dikir qralek\u00ee lewend.<\/span><\/p>\n Tu s\u00eenemevan\u00ea ciwantiya min an j\u00ee y\u00ea \u015fore\u015fgertiya min b\u00fb. Ji ber ku te di hem\u00fb film \u00fb l\u00eestokvaniya xwe de rastiya gel\u00ea xwe bil\u00eav dikir. Lewma tu ewqas bal\u00ack\u00ea\u015f, ewqas dil\u015fewat \u00fb rasteq\u00een b\u00fb…. Film\u00ean te y\u00ean r\u00ea, ker\u00ee, diwar, bira \u00fb hwd. xeyal\u00ean min \u00ean ciwantiy\u00ea di\u00acxe\u00acmiland.<\/span><\/p>\n Min j\u00ee dixwest wek\u00ee te m\u00earxas, dil\u00ear, cam\u00ear \u00fb merd bim. Ew dil\u00ea te y\u00ea ku bi ev\u00eena wel\u00eat l\u00ea dida mixabin bi hesreta wel\u00eat \u00e7\u00fb ser dilovaniya xwe….<\/span><\/p>\n Tu hunermendek b\u00fb ku di dil\u00ea her kes\u00ee de dihat hezkirin…<\/span><\/p>\n Tu \u015fore\u015fgerek b\u00fb ku di her qad\u00ee de t\u00eadiko\u015fiya..<\/span><\/p>\n Tu penaberek b\u00fb ku bi hesreta wel\u00eat diheliya…<\/span><\/p>\n Tu\u00a0\u00a0ev\u00eendarek b\u00fb ku bi agir\u00ea v\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea ve dijiya…<\/span><\/p>\n \u00db tu azad\u00eexwazek b\u00fb ku di ber v\u00ea riy\u00ea de jiyana xwe ji dest dida!<\/span><\/p>\n Tu… tu…. xewn \u00fb xeyal\u00ean zaroktiya min…<\/span><\/p>\n Tu \u00fb ev meh, ev demsal. \u015eore\u015f \u00fb payiz…<\/span><\/p>\n D\u00eesa di demsalek ko\u00e7bertiy\u00ea de, di payizek zer \u00fb sar de, te dest\u00ea xwe ji v\u00ea jiyan\u00ea di\u015fu\u015ft, l\u00ea ev \u00e7\u00fbyina te \u015fore\u015fek \u00e7\u00eadikir di nav pel\u00ean jiyana ko\u00e7ber de. Di v\u00ea meha kembax de, ku ew derbeya bi lanet j\u00ee di v\u00ea meh\u00ea de hatib\u00fb kirin, te ji v\u00ea c\u00eehan\u00ea bar kir, b\u00eaxatir, b\u00ea si\u00aclav… D\u00eesa j\u00ee te bi serdixist, demsal bin-diket, \u00eelon bin\u00acdiket, derbe bindiket, penaber\u00ee bindiket.<\/span><\/p>\n Wek\u00ee her car\u00ea payiz d\u00eesa demsala mirin\u00ea b\u00fb!<\/span><\/p>\n \u00celon d\u00eesa meha qutb\u00fbn\u00ea, meha xemg\u00eeniy\u00ea b\u00fb!<\/span><\/p>\n Beleheq di v\u00ea demsal\u00ea de as\u00eeman\u00ean \u015f\u00een, zerne\u00acdi\u00acb\u00fbn, dar\u00ean jiyan\u00ea pel\u00ean xwe nediwe\u015fandin. Bele-heq zarok di v\u00ea demsal\u00ea de nedigiriyan \u00fb dayik di v\u00ea payi\u00acza b\u00eax\u00ear de nedilorandin.<\/span><\/p>\n Her \u00e7end ku hem\u00fb demsal ji bo me Kurd\u00ean b\u00ea \u015fens \u00fb b\u00ea si\u00fbd bibe sal\u00ean enfal, keraset \u00fb komkujiy\u00ea j\u00ee, tu demsal wek\u00ee payiza kambax, tu meh wek\u00ee meha \u00eelon\u00ea bi \u015fewat derbasnedib\u00fb. Tev\u00ee ku ev demsal destp\u00eaka \u00e7andina xak\u00ea \u00fb berheman be, tev\u00ee ku ev meh meha a\u015ftiy\u00ea be j\u00ee, ji bo me Kurdan carek\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ea bi p\u00ean\u00fbsa xwe ya lanet\u00ea ve \u00e7aren\u00fbsek\u00ee re\u015f niv\u00eesandib\u00fb…<\/span><\/p>\n Em j\u00ee wek gelek\u00ee Rojhilata nav\u00een di xak\u00ean ku em l\u00ea jidayikb\u00fbne de bib\u00fbn penaber\u00ean welat\u00ea xwe, ev\u00eendar\u00ean welat\u00ea xwe…<\/span><\/p>\n Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku di sala 1981 \u00ea de tu ji girt\u00eegeh\u00ea reviya, li welat\u00ean xer\u00eebiy\u00ea j\u00ee bi b\u00earikirina welat, gel \u00fb xak\u00ea ve jiya. L\u00ea tev\u00ee v\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee te dest ji hunermendiya xwe berneda. \u00db te ev gotina xwe ya bi nav \u00fb deng bil\u00eav dikir; “Hunermend\u00ea gel, \u015fervan\u00ea gel e”. \u00cad\u00ee tu j\u00ee \u015fervanek\u00ee hunermend \u00ea v\u00ee gel\u00ee b\u00fb. Her \u00e7iqas ji ne\u00e7ar\u00ee te li ser xak\u00ean rojava jiyan dikir, l\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee dil\u00ea te li rojavay\u00ea wel\u00eat l\u00ea dida.<\/span><\/p>\n Di navbera qutb\u00fbna te de si sal derbas b\u00fbn. L\u00ea h\u00eena j\u00ee ciwan\u00ean Kurd bi nav\u00ea te dixemil\u00eenin h\u00eaviy\u00ean xwe \u00fb her yek ji wan dixwazin bibin Yilmazek, bibin \u015fore\u015fgerek \u00fb hunermendek\u00ee nemir… Ji ber v\u00ea ye ku Yilmaz Guney yan\u00ea tu j\u00ee di rojhilat\u00ea dil\u00ea me de dij\u00ee \u00fb t\u00ea her dem bij\u00ee…<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" B\u00ear\u00eetan GULAN H\u00eena ji zaroktiya xwe de min tu nasdikir. Di ruy\u00ea te de \u00ea\u015fa welat\u00ea min \u00ea \u00e7ar per\u00e7ey\u00ee, di deng\u00ea te de lor\u00een \u00fb stran\u00ean ko\u00e7beriy\u00ea, di gotin\u00ean te de rastiya jana me, di \u00e7av\u00ean te de agir\u00ea dil\u00ea ciwan\u00ean me \u00fb di ken\u00ean te de k\u00eafxwe\u015fiya zarok\u00ean me heb\u00fb. 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