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Zagros \u00c7IYA<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n \n “\u00cad\u00ee dema tevger\u00ea hatib\u00fb. Heval hem\u00fb bi b\u00eer \u00fb baweriya serkeftin\u00ea ve ketib\u00fbn nava tevger\u00ea. Me xwe bi co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiyeke mezin ve ji bo v\u00ea peywira n\u00fb amade dikirin. Ew peywir ji bo me p\u00eeroz b\u00fb.”<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n Sala 1994 an, di meha Adar\u00ea de sererastkirina yek\u00eeneya me \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Me, gelek heval\u00ean v\u00ea yek\u00eeney\u00ea, nedixwest ji her\u00eama Uludere derbikevin \u00fb bi\u00e7in her\u00eama Met\u00eena. Ji ber ku sala 1993 an de gelek heval\u00ean ku me nasdikir, li v\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ea \u015feh\u00eed bib\u00fbn, lewma j\u00ee di h\u00eala manewiyat\u00ea de ji bo me ev der gelek watedar b\u00fb. Me, li v\u00ea der\u00ea, gelek zor \u00fb zehmet\u00ee bi hevdu re parve kirib\u00fbn. Heskirin, bi ked \u00fb di rew\u015f\u00ean zor \u00fb zehmet de t\u00eate afirandin. Heskirina me ya ji hev re \u00fb ji her\u00eam\u00ea re j\u00ee, bi van merc \u00fb ziruf\u00ean zehmet de vejiya b\u00fb. Ji hev \u00fb ji her\u00eam\u00ea veqetandina me, weke neynokek\u00ee ku ji go\u015ft b\u00eate veqetandin, bi \u00ea\u015f \u00fb jan b\u00fb.<\/p>\n L\u00ea, ev fermana partiy\u00ea b\u00fb. Her \u00e7iqas \u00e7avkaniya hest\u00ean me, li v\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ea \u00fb heval\u00ean ku me gelek caran bi hev re pira mir\u00ean\u00ea derbas kirib\u00fb de diherik\u00ee. L\u00ea bel\u00ea ji bo me, berjewend\u00ee \u00fb ferman\u00ean partiya me ji hem\u00fb ti\u015ftan z\u00eadetir giring b\u00fb. Lewra em him bi moralek\u00ee ge\u015f \u00fb him j\u00ee bi moralek\u00ee n\u00eevsar, hatin yek\u00eeneya her\u00eama Met\u00eena. Gelek heval\u00ean ku bi me re hatib\u00fbn, tevl\u00ee konferans\u00ea b\u00fbn. Tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna konferans\u00ea ji bo me h\u00eazek\u00ee mezin b\u00fb. Di rih \u00fb ramana me de moralek\u00ee bilind \u00fb h\u00eazek\u00ee ku ji \u00e7avkaniyek\u00ee b\u00eadaw\u00ee b\u00eate xwed\u00eekirin, diafir\u00ee. D\u00eesa berhema moral\u00ea me yek j\u00ea, ji bo derbasb\u00fbna her\u00eam\u00ean hundir h\u00eaz w\u00ea ji v\u00ea her\u00eama Met\u00eena y\u00ea bihata amadekirin. Ji v\u00ea yek\u00ea, li Met\u00eena \u015fah\u00ee \u00fb co\u015fiyek\u00ee b\u00eahempa dihat jiyandin. Her \u00e7iqas rew\u015fa her\u00eam\u00ean hundir zor \u00fb zehmet be j\u00ee, ewqas rih\u00ea hevalt\u00ee, \u00eeradeya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee, heskirin \u00fb fedakariy\u00ean gelek mezin, di rew\u015f\u00ean bi v\u00ee away\u00ee de derdiket hol\u00ea.<\/p>\n Di sererastkirina yek\u00eene y\u00ea de, em tev\u00ee yek\u00eene ya, heval \u00car\u00ee\u015f b\u00fbn. Heval \u00car\u00ee\u015f bii n\u00eazikat\u00ee \u00fb helwest\u00ean xwe y\u00ea li gor\u00ee p\u00eevan\u00ean b\u00eerdoziy\u00ea ve, xwe dab\u00fb heskirin. Yek\u00eeneya ku heval \u00car\u00ee\u015f fermandar b\u00fb, hem di aliy\u00ea jiyan\u00ea de hem j\u00ee di aliy\u00ea \u015fer de m\u00eenak b\u00fb. Yek\u00eene ji heval \u00car\u00ee\u015f moralek\u00ee mezin digirt. P\u00ea\u015fengtiya w\u00ee y\u00ea jiyan\u00ea de baweriyek\u00ee giring dab\u00fb heval \u00fb hogir\u00ean w\u00ee. C\u00ee girtina me y\u00ea di v\u00ea yek\u00eeney\u00ea de, ji bo me \u015fansek\u00ee ba\u015f b\u00fb \u00fb di demek\u00ee kurt de em h\u00een\u00ea w\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ea \u00fb hevalan b\u00fbn. Di nav v\u00ea yek\u00eeney\u00ea de fedakar\u00ee \u00fb hevaltiyek\u00ee ku tu gotin nikare w\u00ea bide diyarkirin \u00fb tasw\u00eerkirin hatib\u00fb afirandin. Hem\u00fb heval, di rih \u00fb raman de yek b\u00fbn. W\u00eaney\u00ea hevalek\u00ee, w\u00eaney\u00ea hem\u00fb hevalan b\u00fb! Ev rast\u00ee, baweriyek\u00ee gelek mezin di navbera hem\u00fb hevalan de \u00e7\u00eakirib\u00fb.<\/p>\n \u00cad\u00ee dema tevger\u00ea hatib\u00fb. Heval hem\u00fb bi b\u00eer \u00fb baweriya serkeftin\u00ea ve ketin nav tevger\u00ea. Me xwe bi co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiyek\u00ee mezin ve, ji bo v\u00ea peywira n\u00fb, amade dikirin. ew peywir ji bo me p\u00eeroz b\u00fb. Her\u00eama ku em \u00ea bi\u00e7\u00fbyan\u00ea, h\u00een di nav berf \u00fb sarma y\u00ea de b\u00fb. Gelek gir \u00fb dol h\u00een bi berf b\u00fbn. Ev, n\u00ee\u015fana prat\u00eekek\u00ee zor \u00fb zehmet b\u00fb. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, moral \u00fb viyana hevalan li hember v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea h\u00een xurttir \u00fb bilindtir dib\u00fb. Me bi zaneb\u00fbna berxwedanek\u00ee mezin ve, her\u00eam ki\u015ff dikirin. Moral\u00ea me qet k\u00eam nedib\u00fb. Neh-deh rojan em me\u015fiyan. Me\u015fek\u00ee gelek zor b\u00fb. Li hember b\u00eap\u00eadiviyan, serma \u00fb seqema heway\u00ea \u015ferek\u00ee dijwar dest p\u00ea kirib\u00fb. Lewra t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena ger\u00eela ten\u00ea bi dijmin re n\u00een e. T\u00eako\u015f\u00eena wan a her\u00ee mezin yek j\u00ee, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena bi xwezay\u00ea re ye. Ew j\u00ee, gelek caran di nav me de hin heval\u00ean me y\u00ea ku ji par\u00e7ek\u00ee rih \u00fb can\u00ea me b\u00fbn, girt! Di dil\u00ea me de \u015fop\u00ean gelek bi \u00ea\u015f \u00fb jan hi\u015ft. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, em li hember w\u00ea, ne bi k\u00een \u00fb rik in!. Ew b\u00ea me, em j\u00ee b\u00eay\u00ee w\u00ea nabin. Di b\u00eajin ku “heskirin, b\u00ea neheskirin\u00ea nabe!” Ger\u00eela j\u00ee, xweza y\u00ea him gelek j\u00ea hesdike \u00fb y\u00ean ku her\u00ee z\u00eade bi xwezay\u00ea re yekdibin d\u00eesa ger\u00eela ye, him j\u00ee y\u00ean ku li hember xwezay\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea mezin didin j\u00ee ger\u00eela ye. Em bi \u015ferek\u00ee bi v\u00ee away\u00ee ve ku di her gavek\u00ee de li ser r\u00fbpel\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ea \u015fop\u00ean xwe dida diyarkirin, me\u015fiyan. Di bin hewayek\u00ee sar \u00fb seqem de bi zeraqey\u00ean sibeh\u00ea re gihi\u015ftin gundek\u00ee. Hatina me ya gund ji bo me gelek gir\u00eeng b\u00fb, ji ber ku, em n\u00eaz\u00ee gel bib\u00fbn. Belk\u00ee ev ji bo mirovek\u00ee normal ne ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa cuda be. L\u00ea bel\u00ea ji bo ger\u00eela, ev ti\u015ft gelek gir\u00eeng e. Ger\u00eela, ber\u00ee her ti\u015ft\u00ee par\u00e7ek\u00ee ji dil\u00ea gel e. Ew bi gel\u00ea xwe re, heye. Bingeha berxwedana \u015fer\u00ean dijwar \u00fb rew\u015f\u00ean gelek zor \u00fb zehmet ji vir t\u00ea. Ew bi h\u00eaz\u00ean, zarok\u00ean ku di nav bir\u00e7\u00eeb\u00fbn, taz\u00eeb\u00fbn \u00fb b\u00eamaf\u00ea jiyan\u00ea dij\u00een berxwedan dikin. Ew bi h\u00eaz\u00ean, ku day\u00eek bi \u015fev \u00fb roj ji \u00e7avan rondikan k\u00eam nakin, xw\u00eena xwe dirj\u00eenin. Hatina me ya gund ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea gir\u00eeng b\u00fb \u00fb di nav me de gelek hest\u00ean cuda-cuda diafirand.<\/p>\n \u00a0Li daristina ku hinek li dervey\u00ee gund b\u00fb, em bi cih b\u00fbn. L\u00ea, li hember ewqas westandin\u00ea, vehesandin \u00fb xewkirin nedihat b\u00eera kesek\u00ee. Zind\u00eeb\u00fbnek\u00ee b\u00eahempa di nav me de aj dida. Heta sibeh\u00ea em li wir man, pi\u015ft\u00ee ku roj bi\u015fkiv\u00ee me xwe berda gund. Bi moralek\u00ee gelek bilind \u00fb bi hest\u00ean wek\u00ee deryay\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea gel dib\u00fbn. Dil\u00ea me bib\u00fb weke deryayek\u00ee \u00fb gel hemb\u00eaz dikir. Her yek\u00ee wan ji bo me ji hem\u00fb xez\u00eeney\u00ea dinyay\u00ea b\u00eahtir bi r\u00fbmet b\u00fbn. Bi co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiy\u00ean bi v\u00ee away\u00ee belav\u00ee nava malan b\u00fbn. Destp\u00eak\u00ea gel, bi \u015f\u00eaweyek\u00ee eceb li me nih\u00ear\u00ee. Bi \u015f\u00eaweyek\u00ee ku bi \u00e7i away\u00ee ev sarma \u00fb seqem hatib\u00fb qeli\u015fandin, li me din\u00eariyan. Pi\u015ft\u00ee demek\u00ee behit\u00eeb\u00fby\u00eena wan hinek k\u00eam b\u00fb, di her mal\u00ee de giliy\u00ea gel, ku dijmin li ser wan zor \u00fb zordar\u00ee dida me\u015fandin, dihat bih\u00eestin. Ew di nav d\u00eedariya ku hezar salane dereng mab\u00fb de b\u00fbn. H\u00eav\u00ee \u00fb daxwaziy\u00ean xwe y\u00ea hezar salan, di v\u00ea d\u00eedariy\u00ea de dian\u00een ziman. Her gotin \u00fb giliy\u00ea wan, ji bo ger\u00eela wek\u00ee xen\u00e7erek\u00ee jehr\u00ee, li ser dilan dihat \u00e7ikandin. Ger\u00eela \u00ea\u015f \u00fb jana gel\u00ea xwe ji dil de h\u00ees dikir. Gotin\u00ean gel, ku digotin; “h\u00fbn esker\u00ea me ne. Ser\u00ea me bi we bilind e. Ne\u00e7in. Li vir cem me bim\u00eenin. Em \u00ead\u00ee ji le\u015fkeran natirsin” li ser me bandorek\u00ee mezin dikir. Gund bi gund em di w\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ea de digeriyan \u00fb di her gundek\u00ee de malbat\u00ean heval\u00ean me heb\u00fbn. Dema ku me xwe dida naskirin, ew ewqas keyfxwe\u015f dib\u00fbn ku \u00ead\u00ee nizanib\u00fbn me bi \u00e7i away\u00ee hilgirin. Ew j\u00ee aboriya xwe, bi rojane p\u00eakdian\u00een. Jixwe ji bo me p\u00eawendiy\u00ean gir\u00eeng, p\u00eawistiy\u00ea me y\u00ea bi doxtor \u00fb dermanan p\u00eakbihata b\u00fb. \u00c7imk\u00ee em, gelek caran dib\u00fbn \u015fah\u00eed\u00ean, heval\u00ean me y\u00ea ku bir\u00eendar ji ber b\u00eadoxtor \u00fb dermant\u00ee bi \u00e7i away\u00ee \u015feh\u00eed diketin. Ev rew\u015f ji bo me, \u00ea\u015f \u00fb elema her\u00ee zor b\u00fb. Lewra di w\u00ea dema zor de hevalek\u00ee me y\u00ea ku h\u00een n\u00fb tevl\u00ee ref\u00ean ger\u00eela bib\u00fb, li Katoy\u00ea M\u00eenos\u00ea p\u00eal\u00ee may\u00eenek\u00ee kir \u00fb ji ling\u00ea xwe bir\u00eendar b\u00fb. L\u00ea bel\u00ea nepeydakirina me y\u00ea doxtor \u00fb derman, hi\u015ft ku ev heval\u00ea me li ber \u00e7av\u00ean me \u015feh\u00eed bikeve. Dil\u00ea me, di bey qey li ser koza agir\u00ea b\u00fb, dikiziriya, di\u015fewitiya. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, b\u00ea\u00e7aret\u00ee careke din derketib\u00fb p\u00ea\u015fiya me. Ango em v\u00ea b\u00ea\u00e7aretiy\u00ea ji bo xwe nedikir asteng \u00fb kelem. Me ew ji bo xwe dikir sedema h\u00eaz \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek\u00ee h\u00een xurttir \u00fb bilindtir. Hevalek\u00ee me y\u00ea ku war\u00ea m\u00eeran \u00fb d\u00eerok\u00ean ve\u015fart\u00ee li Botan\u00ea, Gabara bi nav \u00fb deng de mezin bib\u00fb, bi tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna xwe y\u00ea karwan\u00ea \u015feh\u00eedan ve \u00ead\u00ee me\u015fa xwe y\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea bi awayek\u00ee din didomand. \u015eeh\u00eed ji bo me, her tim p\u00eangav\u00ean n\u00fb ne. Ew p\u00eal\u00ean bilindb\u00fbna t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea ne.<\/p>\n Er\u00ea, di aliyek\u00ee de bi dil\u015fewat\u00ee di aliyek\u00ee de j\u00ee bi pero\u015fmendiy\u00ea tevgereke n\u00fb ve, me me\u015fa xwe berdewam kir. Her hevalek\u00ee me, li derdor\u00ea xwe bi baldar\u00ee din\u00eariyan. Naskirina araz\u00ee ji bo ger\u00eela gir\u00eeng b\u00fb. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea bi xwezay\u00ea re yekb\u00fbn \u00fb wek\u00ee par\u00e7eyek\u00ee xwezay\u00ea tevgerkirin p\u00eevanek\u00ee jiyana me b\u00fb. Bi baldariya p\u00eevan\u00ean bi v\u00ee away\u00ee re, em ber bi Sevdin\u00ea ve di\u00e7\u00fbn. Naskirina her\u00eam\u00ea ten\u00ea bi naskirina xwezay\u00ea re nebes b\u00fb. Div\u00ea te ku jiyan, \u00e7and, dab \u00fb n\u00ear\u00eet\u00ean w\u00ea civak\u00ean her\u00eam\u00ea j\u00ee bihata naskirin. Her \u00e7\u00fbna me, ku em n\u00eaz\u00ee her\u00eama ku em \u00ea bi\u00e7uyana wir dib\u00fbn, ewqas j\u00ee p\u00eawendiy\u00ean me y\u00ea amadekariy\u00ea z\u00eade dib\u00fbn. Pilana \u00e7alakiya me, h\u00een bi awayek\u00ee zelaltir xwe diyar dikir. Di w\u00ea navber\u00ea de, ku pilana \u00e7alakiy\u00ea xwe me dikir, dijmin li mil\u00ea Lew\u00een\u00ea operasyon dest p\u00ea kirib\u00fb \u00fb \u00e7ember\u00ea w\u00ee gelek mezin b\u00fb. Heval\u00ean me y\u00ean wir, di nav v\u00ea \u00e7ember\u00ea de b\u00fbn. Mecal\u00ean wan \u00ea xwe xilaskirin\u00ea, gelek zor b\u00fb. Bi girtina v\u00ea agahiy\u00ea re, em ketin nav tevgera ku bala dijmin bi awayek\u00ee bik\u015f\u00eenin ser xwe, bi v\u00ee away\u00ee bar\u00eaheval\u00ean xwe sivik bikin \u00fb hevalan ji nav \u00e7ember\u00ea xilas bikin. Me biryara “\u00car\u00ee\u015f\u00ea li ser qerekola dijmin bikin” girt. Her \u00e7iqas gel\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ea em nasdikirin \u00fb ew ji me bawer b\u00fbn j\u00ee, me d\u00eesa ewlekariya xwe ba\u015f digirt \u00fb gelek hi\u015fyar b\u00fbn. Bi berpirsiyartiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee \u00fb ti\u015ft\u00ean ku me ji felsefa serokat\u00ee girt\u00ee ve, ji heval\u00ean xwe y\u00ea ku rew\u015fa wan neba\u015f b\u00fbn, me, xwe berpirsiyar did\u00eet \u00fb ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00fb hedana me nedihat. Yek\u00eeneya me tev de b\u00eahedan b\u00fbn. Di her \u00e7av\u00ean hevalek\u00ee de, ew berpirsiyart\u00ee, ji hev heskirin, cesaret \u00fb bawer\u00ee dihat d\u00eetin. Di nav b\u00eadengiy\u00ea de, deng\u00ean ku guh\u00ean mirov diteq\u00eene dihat jiyandin. \u00c7av\u00ean me tim di\u00e7\u00fb ser heval F\u00eeras. Bi ner\u00een\u00ean xwe re, me ji heval F\u00eeras re digot; “Me z\u00fb bigh\u00eej\u00eene n\u00eaz\u00ee hevala \u00fb cih\u00ea ku em \u00ea \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabikiran.” Heval F\u00eeras p\u00ea\u015feng\u00ea me y\u00ea r\u00ea b\u00fb. Bi z\u00eerekt\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7elengiya xwe ve bi nav \u00fb deng b\u00fb. Cih\u00ea ku ew ke\u015fif dikir, careke din ji ke\u015fifkirin\u00ea re p\u00eawist\u00ee nedihat d\u00eetin. Yek\u00eeneya me, ji heval F\u00eeras gelek hesdikir. Di p\u00ea\u015fengtiya heval F\u00eeras de gelek \u00e7alakiy\u00ean bi serkeft\u00ee hatib\u00fb p\u00eak\u00eenandin. Ev rastiy\u00ean heval F\u00eeras, di nav hevalan de baweriyek\u00ee mezin afirandib\u00fb. Bi heval F\u00eeras re r\u00eaw\u00eetiya \u00e7alakiy\u00ea ti\u015ftek\u00ee cuda b\u00fb.<\/p>\n \u00a0Em bi n\u00ear\u00een\u00ean xwe y\u00ea ku di nav b\u00eadengiy\u00ea de deng\u00ean gelek bilind jiyan dikir d\u00eesa ketin bin bandora hest\u00ean xwe y\u00ea b\u00eahedaniy\u00ea. W\u00eaney\u00ea heval\u00ean me y\u00ean ku di \u00e7ember\u00ea de \u015feh\u00eed diketin, gund\u00ean ku di nava dumana \u015fewitandin\u00ea de winda dib\u00fbn, zarok, jin kal \u00fb p\u00eer\u00ean ku p\u00eaxwas ketib\u00fbn riyan, li ber \u00e7av\u00ean me yek bi yek derbas dib\u00fbn. Ev w\u00eane, di dil\u00ea me de c\u00ee digirt. \u015eopa wan, bi \u015fop\u00ean w\u00eaney\u00ean komkuj\u00ee \u00fb tevkujiy\u00ean hezar salan ve yek dib\u00fbn \u00fb di r\u00fbpel\u00ean mejiy\u00ea me de xwe bi cih dikir. Deng\u00ea gel\u00ea me y\u00ea ku digotin; “tu car em ji welat\u00ea xwe venaqetin. Em dev ji axa bab \u00fb kal\u00ea xwe bernadin. Can\u00ea me \u00fb rih\u00ea me di van agiran de b\u00eate \u015fewitandin \u00fb xw\u00eena me b\u00eate z\u00fbhakirin j\u00ee d\u00eesa na\u00e7in tu der” ji b\u00eer \u00fb ramana me dernediket. K\u00een \u00fb h\u00earsa me her di\u00e7\u00fb z\u00eade dib\u00fb. Sonda me ya “heke mirinek\u00ee me hebe, w\u00ea ji bo v\u00ea gel\u00ee be” her tim dubare dib\u00fb. Hest\u00ean me dib\u00fbn leh\u00ee, tu asteng \u00fb kelem li hember xwe nedihi\u015ft. Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de, amadekariya \u00e7alakiy\u00ea de agahiyek\u00ee gihi\u015ft dest\u00ea me; yek\u00eeneya tevger\u00ee, w\u00ea were cem me \u00fb bi hev re \u00e7alak\u00ee w\u00ea pek were. V\u00ea agah\u00ee em gelek keyfxwe\u015f kirin. Ji bo hem\u00fb ti\u015ftan, di h\u00eala abor\u00ee \u00fb p\u00eawistiy\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee de me amadekariy\u00ea xwe dikir. Bi hatina heval\u00ean me y\u00ea tevger\u00ee re \u00e7alak\u00ee w\u00ea bi awayek\u00ee h\u00een mezintir \u00fb xurttir bihata p\u00eakan\u00een. Agir\u00ea dil\u00ea me h\u00een ge\u015ftir bib\u00fb. Hem\u00fb heval ketib\u00fbn nav tevgerek\u00ee mezin. Moral, co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiya me, bi girtina tola gel \u00fb heval\u00ean xwe re ku bi v\u00ea \u00e7alakiy\u00ea me y\u00ea p\u00eakbianiyan, mezintir dib\u00fb. Amadekariya me temam b\u00fb \u00fb heval\u00ean ku em benda wan b\u00fbn, hatin. Bi x\u00earhatina hevalan, me torenek \u00e7\u00eakir. Pi\u015ft\u00ee toren\u00ea, di aliyek\u00ee de ji bo hevala xwarin \u00fb cih\u00ea vehesandin\u00ea dihat amadekirin di aliyek\u00ee din de j\u00ee, bi moral \u00fb b\u00eerkirinek\u00ee mezin me hev hembez dikir. Ev, d\u00eemenek\u00ee b\u00eahempa derdixist hol\u00ea.<\/p>\n N\u00eeqa\u015f\u00ean wan \u00ea li ser b\u00eerdoz\u00ee, rastiya serokat\u00ee \u00fb p\u00eevan\u00ean diyalegtig\u00ea gelek biponij\u00ee \u00fb k\u00fbr b\u00fb. Em j\u00ee ji wan re li ser erdn\u00eegariya her\u00eam\u00ea, d\u00eesa li her\u00eam\u00ea cih girtina dijmin bi \u00e7i awayiye, h\u00eaz\u00ean wan \u00e7iqas e, h\u00eal\u00ea wan \u00ea qels \u00e7i ne, \u00e7ek\u00ean ku bi kar dian\u00een \u00e7awa ne \u00fb hwd. agah\u00ee didan \u00fb li ser van guftugoh dikir. Her ku me hev nasdikir baweriya me ji hevdu re xurttir dib\u00fb. J\u00eerb\u00fbna wan hevalan li ser me gelek bandor kir. Tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna wan \u00ea jiyan\u00ea, ciddiyeta wan \u00ea jiyana esker\u00ee \u00fb k\u00fbrbuna wan \u00ea b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee li hember hev r\u00fbmet \u00fb qedrek\u00ee giring afirandib\u00fb.<\/p>\n Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015fe\u015f rojan, amadekariya \u00e7alakiy\u00ea temamb\u00fbn. \u00cad\u00ee roja \u00e7alakiy\u00ea hatib\u00fb. Hem\u00fb hevalan bi rih \u00fb ramanek\u00ee b\u00eahempa amadey\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00eena \u00e7alakiy\u00ea b\u00fbn. Li gor\u00ee pilana ku \u00e7\u00eakir\u00ee; destp\u00eak\u00ee \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea p\u00eanc gir\u00ean ku dijmin li wir cih girtib\u00fb, w\u00ea bib\u00fbya. Gruba \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea yekem\u00een \u00fb bi \u00e7i away\u00ee w\u00ea \u00ear\u00ee\u015f \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbya hate amadekirin \u00fb nirxandin. Dema \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea, di k\u00ealiyek\u00ee de \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Heval k\u00ealiy\u00ea ba\u015f nirxandin \u00fb tu \u015feh\u00eed neda day\u00een. Her p\u00eanc gir j\u00ee, bi serkeft\u00ee hat destxistin. Co\u015f \u00fb \u015fah\u00ee ya ku me dijiya b\u00eatar\u00eef b\u00fb. Di navbera b\u00eest deqan de her p\u00eanc gir \u00ea me b\u00fb \u00fb deng \u00fb hisa dijmin qut bib\u00fb. Niha dora pilan\u00ea duyem\u00een b\u00fb. \u00car\u00ee\u015f w\u00ea li ser qerekol\u00ea p\u00eakbihata. Em bi v\u00ea serkeftin\u00ea re ji xwe gelek bi bawerb\u00fbn, ten\u00ea deng\u00ea serkeftina me, dihat me. L\u00ea gotinek heye; “av xewdike l\u00ea dijmin xewnake.” Ev gotina kal \u00fb p\u00eeran careke din rastiya xwe dida xuyakirin. Dijmin dema vedigere \u00fb giran dih\u00eale, f\u00eamdike ku em \u00ea niha \u00ear\u00ee\u015f bibin ser qerekol\u00ea \u00fb di cih de ew j\u00ee pilana xwe \u00e7\u00eadikin. Li ser r\u00ea, hawan \u00fb s\u00eelah\u00ean xwe y\u00ea giran bi cih dikin. Di kem\u00een\u00ea de benda me disekinin. Me digot qey \u00ead\u00ee dijmin nema dikare derbikeve p\u00ea\u015fiya me. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea h\u00eaviyek\u00ee me ya ku kem\u00eena dijmin heye qet tuneb\u00fb. Dema ku em gihi\u015ftin ser v\u00ea riy\u00ea, ni\u015fk\u00eave gulebaran \u00fb toz \u00fb dumana \u00e7ek\u00ean giran ve em r\u00fb bi r\u00fb man. Di w\u00ea k\u00ealiy\u00ea de du heval\u00ea me, ku yek ji wan heval Rifat b\u00fb, \u00ear\u00ee\u015f dibin ser dijmin \u00fb \u015feh\u00eed dikevin. Heval Rifat, hevalek\u00ee cansivik b\u00fb. Bi cansivik\u00ee \u00fb j\u00eerb\u00fbna xwe y\u00ea di \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea de, dihat nas\u00een. D\u00eesa ew ber\u00ee hem\u00fb hevalan hewil dab\u00fb xwe \u00fb ji \u00ear\u00ee\u015fa dijmin re bib\u00fb bersiv. Werekiya w\u00ee ya mezin, nehi\u015ft ku serkeftina me di bin siy\u00ea de bim\u00eene. Er\u00ea, du \u015feh\u00eed\u00ea me \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbn, du can\u00ea me d\u00eesa \u015fop\u00ea xwe di dil\u00ea me de hi\u015ftin \u00fb ber bi roj\u00ea ve me\u015fiyan. Ji v\u00ea \u00ear\u00ee\u015fa dijmin em xilas b\u00fbn \u00fb serkeftina me bi \u015fewqa roj\u00ea ve tar\u00eet\u00ee qeli\u015fand. L\u00ea, hedana me t\u00ea!? Leh\u00eeya dil\u00ea me disekine!? Na! H\u00een bi xurttir lehiya dil\u00ea me p\u00eal bi p\u00eal diherik\u00ee \u00fb em ketin amadekariya \u00e7alakiyek\u00ee din.<\/p>\n \u00a0Hedefa me ya v\u00ea car\u00ea mil\u00ea Ba\u015fkale b\u00fb. H\u00eaz\u00ean dijmin li w\u00ee her\u00eam\u00ea \u00e7iqas e, li ku der\u00ea \u00fb bi \u00e7i away\u00ee bi cih b\u00fbne, hejmara mevz\u00ee \u00fb esker\u00ean wan \u00e7endin, \u00e7ek\u00ean bi \u00e7i away\u00ee didin bikaran\u00een? Hem\u00fb hat nas\u00een \u00fb amadekariya \u00e7alakiy\u00ea hat p\u00eakan\u00een. Ji hem\u00fb hevalan re agah\u00ee hat day\u00een. Saet didu y\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00eavar\u00ea agah\u00ee ji h\u00eala hem\u00fb hevalan ve hatib\u00fb girtin.<\/p>\n Saet \u00e7aran, bi operasyona dijmin re, heval ketin pev\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea. L\u00ea me operasyon\u00ea derbas kir. Me nizanib\u00fb ku ev operasyona dijmin, operasyonek\u00ee berfireh e. Bel\u00ea b\u00eahay\u00ee ji dijmin\u00ea koremar, me gav\u00ean xwe bi bez\u00ea diav\u00eat. Me, dest ji plana \u00e7alakiya xwe bernedab\u00fb. Er\u00ea! Em k\u00ealiy\u00ea bi \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea difikiriyan. Bey\u00ee agahiya ji berfirehiya operasyona dijmin, saet heft\u00ea \u00eavar\u00ea em herdu yek\u00eene bi dilrehetiyek\u00ee ve bi h\u00eaz\u00ean xwe re ber bi \u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea ve ketin nav tevger\u00ea. Hem\u00fb heval bi co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiya serkeftinek\u00ee din re, di r\u00ea de wek\u00ee fir\u00ee\u015fteyan difiriyan.<\/p>\n R\u00ea, bi awayek\u00ee hesas \u00fb ba\u015f ke\u015fif nedikir. Haya me ji tevger\u00ea dijmin tuneb\u00fb, l\u00ea dijmin bi hizr\u00ea \u015fopa me, operasyona xwe berfireh p\u00eakdian\u00ee. Hatina me d\u00eetib\u00fbn. L\u00ea b\u00eadeng disekin\u00een \u00fb deng\u00ea xwe nedikirin. Ji bo ku hem\u00fb n\u00ea\u00e7\u00eer\u00ean xwe di carek\u00ee de bi dest bixin. Di wan k\u00ealiyan de tar\u00eetiya \u015fev\u00ea \u00fb b\u00eadengiya xwezay\u00ea gelek ti\u015ft\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee di hemb\u00eaza xwe de vedi\u015fart. K\u00eal\u00ee bi k\u00eal\u00ee ew dema aloziy\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek dib\u00fb. Xweza ji ber\u00ee k\u00ealiya aloziy\u00ea ketib\u00fb nav jana zarok\u00ean xwe. L\u00ea ew j\u00ee b\u00eadeng b\u00fb. \u00c7iya bi serbilindiya xwe rondik\u00ean xwe h\u00een j\u00ee dirijand. Ba, bi senfoniya xwe ve dixwest van zarok\u00ean roj\u00ea ji aloziye agahdar bike. L\u00ea, ew j\u00ee di nepeniya raza xwe de winda dib\u00fb. \u00c7imk\u00ee ew j\u00ee bay\u00ea d\u00eeroka winda \u00fb gel\u00ea b\u00eanasname b\u00fb.<\/p>\n Er\u00ea, gav bi gav zarok\u00ean roj\u00ea, n\u00eaz\u00ea roja xwe ya d\u00eerok\u00ee dib\u00fbn. W\u00ea k\u00ealiya heb\u00fbn an j\u00ee tuneb\u00fbn\u00ea bijiyan. Saet ber bi sibeha 3:30 an di\u00e7\u00fb, ew \u00e7embera ku xwediy\u00ea taybetmendiy\u00ea k\u00eam\u00een\u00ean xay\u00een ya hezar salan b\u00fb, niha h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee n\u00ea\u00e7\u00eer\u00ean ku li bend\u00ea mab\u00fb dixist nav qefesa xwe. Yek\u00eeneyek\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eev\u00ea yek\u00eeneya din, b\u00eahay \u00fb gumana v\u00ea \u00e7ember \u00fb kem\u00een\u00ean xay\u00een ve ketin nav k\u00ealiy\u00ea aloziy\u00ea. Ji yek\u00eeneya me, n\u00eev\u00ea hevala ketib\u00fbn nav v\u00ea \u00e7ember\u00ea, niv\u00ea din j\u00ee dervey\u00ea \u00e7ember\u00ea mab\u00fbn. Dijmin dest bi \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea kir. Em di w\u00ea k\u00ealiy\u00ea de him di nav behit\u00eemay\u00eenek\u00ee mezin de b\u00fbn, him j\u00ee bi newindakirina qontrola \u015fer ve di c\u00ee de bersiv dan. Her hevalek heta ku h\u00eaz \u00fb ramana w\u00ee t\u00ear dikir \u015fer\u00ea xwe dida me\u015fandin. L\u00ea amadekariya dijmin ji ber ku gelek z\u00eade b\u00fb \u00fb bi \u00e7ek\u00ean gelek giran ve \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ee ser me dikir \u00fb y\u00ea gir\u00eeng j\u00ee, ji ber ku heval di k\u00ealiyek\u00ee neamade de hatib\u00fbn girtin, dijmin xwediy\u00ea gelek avantajan b\u00fb. Ew wisa dihesibandin ku gelek hevala bi dest bixin \u00fb wan tesl\u00eem bigrin. Li gor\u00ee hesab\u00ean wan ger\u00eela nikarib\u00fb li hember ewqas \u00e7ek\u00ean giran \u00fb li hember gelek hejmar\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee bisekinin. Li gor\u00ee p\u00eevan\u00ean wan bi destxistina van hevalan re viyana hem\u00fb ger\u00eela \u00fb gel\u00ea welatpar\u00eaz w\u00ea b\u00eate \u015fikandin. W\u00ea moral \u00fb cesareta wan lewaz be \u00fb bi v\u00ee away\u00ee bi h\u00een \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ean din ve him li ser gel \u00fb him j\u00ee li ser ger\u00eela t\u00eako\u015f\u00een t\u00eakve bibin, qels bikin.<\/p>\n Li hember van heseban, ger\u00eela bersivek\u00ee ne di b\u00eer \u00fb baweriya wan de b\u00fb, da. Heta dilopa xw\u00eena xwe a daw\u00ee berxwedan \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena xwe domandin. Her hevalek ban heval\u00ea xwe \u00ea din dikir \u00fb nedixwest \u015fehadeta heval\u00ean xwe bib\u00eenin. Ber\u00ee heval\u00ean xwe dixwestin ew \u015feh\u00eed bikevin. Hem\u00fb bi yek hest\u00ee, bi yek raman, h\u00eaz \u00fb viyan\u00ee, di nav toz, duman \u00fb deng\u00ea hewanan de li ber xwe didan. Li hember bangawaziya dijmin ku digot “tesl\u00eem ol (tesl\u00ee bibin)” h\u00een bi xurttir \u015fer didomandin. Bersiva dijmin \u00fb li hember koletiy\u00ea bi serfiraz\u00ee \u015feh\u00eedb\u00fbn r\u00fbmettir dihat d\u00eetin. Dijmin li hember v\u00ea berxwedaniy\u00ea bi hov\u00eet\u00ee di\u00e7\u00fb ser hevala. Ji wan j\u00ee gelek windab\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eadib\u00fbn. L\u00ea, tola her yek\u00ee ji zarok\u00ean roj\u00ea, bi ku\u015ftina hezaran le\u015fkeran ve j\u00ee nay\u00ea hilgirtin. Her yek\u00ee wek\u00ee mehdiyek\u00ee jiyana n\u00fb b\u00fbn. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea,\u00a0<\/strong>qehremant\u00ee \u00fb berxwedaniya ku dikirin encax mehdiy\u00ea roj\u00ea \u00fb jiyana n\u00fb bikarib\u00fbn bikin. Ji sis\u00ea \u00fb n\u00eev\u00ea sibeh\u00ea heta \u00eavar\u00ea \u015fer berdewam kir. Her di\u00e7\u00fbna saet\u00eak\u00ee de dijmin h\u00een bi har\u00ee \u00fb hov\u00eetiya xwe ve ji dev\u00ea xwe xw\u00een dirijand. \u00c7il \u00fb neh ron\u00ee, \u015fewqa xwe didan tar\u00eetiya \u00eavar\u00ea. Tarit\u00ee ji beriqandina v\u00ea \u015fewq\u00ea \u00e7av\u00ean xwe digirt. \u00c7il \u00fb neh can bi v\u00eeyanek\u00ee b\u00eahempa heta fi\u015fek\u00ean xwe y\u00ea daw\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea xwe dan me\u015fandin. L\u00ea, weh\u015feta dijmin\u00ea ku ji cewher\u00ea mirovah\u00ee d\u00fbrket\u00ee xilas neb\u00fb. Bi ceset \u00fb per\u00e7ey\u00ean can\u00ea b\u00eagiyan leyistin. \u00cad\u00ee rih wan gihi\u015ftib\u00fbn roj\u00ea, di dil\u00ea gel \u00fb heval\u00ean xwe de bib\u00fbn \u015fopa azad\u00ee \u00fb xilasiy\u00ea. Bib\u00fbn sulava jiyana n\u00fb.<\/p>\n Ax\u00eena xwezay\u00ea digihi\u015ft as\u00eemanan. D\u00eesa bi xw\u00eena zarok\u00ean roj\u00ea ve hatib\u00fb \u015fu\u015ftin. Bi per\u00e7ey\u00ean can\u00ea wan ku hur hur\u00ee bib\u00fbn, ji n\u00fbh de xwe diafirand. Ba, bi b\u00eahn\u00ean can\u00ean \u015fiwitand\u00ee ve bi aram\u00ee ber bi zind\u00eeweran ve dikete r\u00ea. \u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea di nav wan \u00e7iyay\u00ean ku h\u00eav\u00ee ji roj\u00ea digirtin, ser\u00ea xwe hildab\u00fb jor.<\/p>\n B\u00fbyera \u00e7il \u00fb neh hevala li \u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea, b\u00fbyerek\u00ee ku ne p\u00ean\u00fbs dikarin binivs\u00een \u00fb ne r\u00fbpel dikarin t\u00ear\u00ea bikin. B\u00fbyerek\u00ee ku nepeniya d\u00eeroka gel \u00fb \u015faristaniyek\u00ee dixe nav xwe de ye. Pakrewan\u00ean \u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea bersiva t\u00eako\u015feneke n\u00fb \u00fb mizginiya serkeftina jiyana n\u00fb b\u00fbn. Ceserat, viyan, serkeftin, rizgar\u00ee, heskirin \u00fb giredaniya azad\u00ee \u00fb parastina maf\u00ea gel, di v\u00ea berxwedana b\u00eahempa de bi awayek\u00ee zelal dixuye.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Zagros \u00c7IYA “\u00cad\u00ee dema tevger\u00ea hatib\u00fb. Heval hem\u00fb bi b\u00eer \u00fb baweriya serkeftin\u00ea ve ketib\u00fbn nava tevger\u00ea. Me xwe bi co\u015f \u00fb pero\u015fmendiyeke mezin ve ji bo v\u00ea peywira n\u00fb amade dikirin. Ew peywir ji bo me p\u00eeroz b\u00fb.” Sala 1994 an, di meha Adar\u00ea de sererastkirina yek\u00eeneya me \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Me, gelek heval\u00ean v\u00ea yek\u00eeney\u00ea, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":688,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-687","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cand-u-huner"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":689,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions\/689"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/688"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kurdi.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}